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Dr.
Mejia was a stout man who loved his cigars as much as or possible
more than he loved his American wife. He smoked one in the morning
after breakfast, and he had another after lunch and dinner. In
between, he chewed and sucked on a cigar the entire day. Once it
would become nice and sloppy wet with his saliva, he would then truly
begin to enjoy it. Sometimes that stick would be discarded if it fell
apart or he would suck on it until he had the chance to light it. Dr.
Mejia was a true tobacco connoisseur.
Henry
had met Dr. Mejia once before socially. They were both at the same
party held by the owner of a private hospital in Tegucigalpa. Henry
introduced himself to the fat man who was standing on the balcony
that sat high above the park of La Leona with the most breath taking
panoramic view of the entire city. Dr. Mejia was alone puffing away
on a Churchill sized cigar when Henry spotted him. Henry was
interested in learning more about tobacco; it was one of the reasons
he took the assignment in Honduras in the first place. So when he saw
the Honduran Doctor smoking there alone, he thought it was a great
opportunity to meet a cigar friend in the land of tobacco.
They
talked for a few hours about a full range of subjects. Tomas, as Dr.
Mejia told Henry to call him, gave Henry a 40x5 robusto cigar with a
maduro wrapper. He explained the size which Henry learned in the
tobacco would is call a Vitola. He taught Henry how to taste a cigar
by putting his tongue on the tip as he pulled the smoke into his
mouth. “Do you taste amarga, or sour, that shouldn't be there?”
He explained how some tobacco companies advertise a spicy cigar and
how that was actually a tobacco that was not 100% fermented which
causes the spice.
“It
takes 2 years to get tobacco to 100% but only 6 month to get it to
75. Most cigar makers settle for the 75%. I only smoke the others,”
Tomas preached.
Henry
pulled on his cigar and listened.
“Un
Bien Puro ne debe picar no debe ser amargo, a good cigar should not
be spicy nor sour” Dr. Mejia explained to Henry in both English and
Spanish.
They
also talked about their professions. Henry told Tomas about some of
his most interesting surgeries including what happened with little
Michael and Tomas told Henry he was a Psychiatrist that specialized
in depression and panic disorders.
After
that evening, the pair exchanged phone numbers and promised to get
together again sometime soon. That was Henry's first week in
Honduras. Neither had kept their promise to contact the other until
now, but this was not a social call. After waking up naked not
understanding what had happen to him the night before, Henry needed
to talk to someone: He needed someone professional he could trust and
for a reason he did not understand, he trusted the fat cigar smoking
doctor he had met only once.
Dr.
Mejia did not feel they needed to meet in his office; they were
friends and could meet at his home. He lived in La Alambra which was
a hill above the Parque La Leona near the mansion where they had
first met. LA Alambra was developed 90 years ago by Dr. Albert
Walter, a German Honduran who had fallen in love with La Alambra
while visiting Spain. He decided to recreate it in Honduras. Dr.
Walter spend 20 years moving stones, some as big as a small house,
from in and around an old silver mine just above the town center of
Tegucigalpa to recreated his favorite place in Spain.
At
one time La Alambra was the German colony of Tegucigalpa. Any Germans
living are working in Honduras lived, visited, or partied in La
Alambra. Only small pockets of the German families remained. Dr.
Mejia's mother was from one of the original German families and when
she passed away, Tomas moved into the family home.
After
hiking up the street that began just above the basketball courts
where more soccer was played than basketball, Henry arrived to a row
of nicely manicured homes halfway up the hill. Dr. Mejia lived in the
middle house. It was anchored on one side by an ex-president and on
the other by a retired Honduran Air Force Colonel who with the help
of the United States had been one of the key figures in over throwing
the government and installing the current constitution during the
cold war. Tomas lived within a tight ring of Honduran power.
The
front gate was opened by a beautiful 20 something year old Indian
woman in a maid's uniform. She directed Henry to the main door of the
house some 10 yard from the front gate. When they entered the main
house she directed him to sit in an office just to the right of the
front door. She closed Henry in with two 20 ft. high hand carved
solid mahogany doors. He had never seen such detail as the recreation
of Mayan Ruins carved into these doors. Henry wondered how long it
took the artisan to complete and how much they charge for something
like that.
The
room smelled of stale cigar smoke. There was a glass door leading to
a small walk in humidor. There was a desk sitting in the middle of
the room that was also hand carved by local artisans. The walls were
cluttered with paintings of villages and women carrying bales of corn
to the point that Henry could not tell the color of them.
When
Tomas entered he went straight to his humidor and offered Henry a
smoke. Henry sat down on the sofa in front of the desk. Tomas lit
their cigars and paced while Henry told him what had happened a few
days before?
Dr.
Mejia mostly listened. He asked a few questions but nothing of
detail. He just puffed away on the cigar as if he had heard it all
before. When Henry finished they sat there in silence for what to
Henry seemed like an eternity. After 30 seconds. Dr. Mejia sat down
at his desk.
Henry
watched as his friend pulled on the heavy desk drawer which seemed
stuck. After a few hard tugs the drawer slid open. Dr. Mejia
retrieved a large pill bottle and twisted it open. He shook out a
hand full of pills and put them into a smaller container. Henry
thought they looked like mini M&M's but they were all purple and
shaped like an American football, but he knew what they were. His
mother lived and died by the Xanax.
Dr.
Mejia said, “You've been under a lot of stress, with the pressure
of work, your wife's inability to maintain the home and pushing you
to hurry home... and this young boy dying on your operating table
while you are far away from your own son. I can see why you’re
having these panic attacks and hyper real dreams to follow.”
“Panic
Attacks?” Henry asked.
“Yes,”
Dr. Mejia offered the smaller bottle of pills to Henry. “These are
out of my personal medication. Take one in the morning and another 8
hours later. These should last you a few days but you should go back
to the States immediately.”
Henry
accepted the bottle of pills and shook them like a maraca. He had
trusted Tomas and now Tomas seemed to be on Dawn's side. He wondered
if they had spoken but he knew that was impossible. He was having
panic attacks and then one strange dream to follow and Tomas was nice
enough to give him narcotics. Henry looked Dr. Mejia dead in his
eyes.
“I
appreciate the cigar, the pills and the concern but I'm going to stay
my term.”
VI
Henry
awoke to the laughter of children. He could hear them from the
tropical cave he was exploring and he followed the sound which seemed
to be coming from the light ahead. He tripped his way forward in the
mud and slush that made the floor of the cave. His thighs began to
burn like he was on a leg extension exercise machine but that was not
going to deter him. When he arrived at the light the laughter got
louder but the light was so blinding that he saw nothing but
whiteness. He needed to see who were these laughing children and what
the fuck were the laughing at. He stepped into the light and his
eyes opened.
Henry
hadn't slept for this long or this deep in a very long time. It was
near 4pm when the Xanax took his anxiety as well as his resistance
and allowed him to drift away. He lied shirtless on his back in the
center of the bed. His legs were straight and crossed. His arms
stretched out to either side. His palms were facing the ceiling. That
deep sleep sweat dripped from his forehead. Drool ran down the left
side of his face on to the mattress creating a large round wet spot
around his head.
It
took a little while for his eyes to adjust to the darkness. He
blinked over and over and he still could not see. He went to rub his
eyes with his right hand and that's when he realized he could not
move. He tried with his left to no avail. He felt tied or something.
He attempted to pull his legs up but those too felt restrained. His
heart began to race.
Blind
and immobile the only thing he had was his thoughts and those were
beginning to fail him as well. Henry wonders if he was being
kidnapped. It was not uncommon for people presumed to have money,
such as a foreign doctor, to be kidnapped for ransom in Honduras.
Henry had heard the story of a kidnapping of the brother of a
Honduran soccer player who played in England. After the ransom was
paid, the kidnappers still killed him.
How
was Dawn ever going to pay the ransom? How would she handle his
death? What would become of Luke? How would the kidnappers contact
Dawn? Did they know she existed?
Henry's
mind raced from question to question. No answered came just more
questions. He felt the sweat and drool dripping down his face.
I've
been drugged and kidnapped. Who? What drug?
Henry
focused to feel his body. He wanted to find the injection spot. If he
had been drugged he was certain that he was injected. He knew that
without cleaning the site first an injection site would be sore. He
mentally examined his body looking for the location of the injection.
He focused down each leg, then his arms and neck. He couldn't feel
any unidentified tenderness.
If
not an injection then what? Tomas' Xanax? Was it Xanax?
Henry
felt guilty accusing his friend but he also thought it could be true.
It was the only logical explanation that he could come up with. He
had been drugged and kidnapped by the fat cigar smoking motherfucker.
The
whiteness he was seeing began to become dark and his eyes regained
their sight. The blurry world around him seemed familiar. He was
still in his room. He was in his bed.
All
of a sudden he could see clearly. It was him. He could see himself in
the mirror above his bed as he stretched out in the holiest of ways.
He thought he looked like his wife's savior on a crucifix with a halo
around his head. Henry laughed.
Are
you fucking kidding me?
There
was nothing tying him to the bed but he could feel himself being
restrained on both wrist as well as both ankles. It felt as if hands
were holding him down. He could feel the cold flesh touching his. It
reminded him of an old girlfriend he had whose hands and feet were
always ice cold. She would piss him off when she tried to warm them
on him. But this was not Mary's hands. He was being held down but he
saw nothing in the mirror but himself stretched out like Jesus Christ
on the cross.
LUNES,
MARTES MIERCULES.............
Henry
heard them. The kids came back. They were in his yard preforming the
same ritual. Pulling as hard as he could with his arms and legs,
Henry exhausted himself. He could only lie there and listen to the
chanting boys.
Henry
did not pause. He kept tugging and squirming trying to break free
from the grip of whatever it was holding him down to that bed. He
lasted a good 15 minutes then his body had no more to give and there
also died his resistance. He lied listening to the boys. He even made
himself start to believe that he was enjoying their harmony.
Luuuunes....Maaaaartes...
Miercuuuules.......Juuuueves....Vieeeernes....Saaadooo...Domiiiingo..
And
like that he was released. His noticed his arms first then his legs.
He moved them around a bit making sure that he was truly freed, and
then he jumped up from the bed and ran for the back door near the
cashew tree.
Exiting
the door Henry rounded the house and the boys were not there, nor did
he hear them anymore. He chuckled to himself as he thought of a song
he used to like by the Ghetto Boy. His mind was playing tricks on him
too.
Henry
turned to walk back into the house. The moon was directly above
illuminating the yard. When he reached the door he stopped and
smiled. He was proud of the fact that he could laugh at himself. It
had been a long trip and he had a month to go. He needed to just
laugh.
“HENRY.”
“Heeenry.”
The
call came from behind him.
He
turned and there she was. She was as beautiful as he remembered,
maybe even more. Long black hair, olive skin that was the most
perfect he had ever seen. Maria's ghostly clone stood before him
naked glowing in the soft light of the full moon. Henry smiled then
laughed. If his mind was going to play tricks on him it might as well
send him beautiful naked women.
“What
do you want?' He asked her bluntly.
She
answered in a whisper, “I want you Henry, and I need you.”
“Why
would you need me, who are you?”
An
overwhelming calm overtook his body as she looked him dead in his
eye.
‘You
are the father Henry, come with me.”
She
offered her hand out to him. Henry swallowed and reached out to her.
The closer his hand got to her the more familiar she felt. He began
to feel younger and younger. He was a child again for a moment when
he realized what the lady felt like. She felt like his mother.
Henry
grasped the hand of the beautiful woman and she began to lead him
towards the maid house. His heart warmed and his body felt like a
cool breeze was blowing from the sea at night onto wet skin. He
followed her to the threshold.
Don't
go in Henry. Don't
He
heard a child's voice in his head and his back got warm as if someone
was staring at him. He always could feel someone’s gaze and this
was no different. He turns to see who was watching. Maybe someone had
broken into his yard. When he caught the intruder in his sight, there
standing in front of the cashew tree was Michael the boy he had
killed on the operating table. Michael was alive and well standing
before him underneath the fruit tree. He was smiling and still
wearing the same mouse shirt that Henry had cut off of him.
“Don't
go Henry” Michael warned.
“What?”
Henry
felt a pull on his hand. He knew she was still there waiting for him.
He knew what he must do. He turns back to the lady. He first saw her
bare feet. She was standing in a puddle right in the doorway. A black
snake slithered over her foot and climbed up her leg. It all seemed
normal to him. Henry looked up to her face and he saw exactly what
he already knew he would. It was his mother as she looked in her
youth. Tall, radiant and as beautiful as ever she curls her mouth up
at her son. His heart felt so warm that it nearly hurt but it was the
type of pain that you want to feel over and over again. He was home.
He was new.
This
is just a dream.
Henry
turned back to Michael.
“I
am sorry, I am so fucking sorry”
He
apologized to the child he had killed, turned back to the beautiful
woman who was still holding his hand. Feeling whole for the first
time in a long time he stepped inside the maid's house. A large hand
carved mahogany door slammed behind him.
VII
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